I guess this few days have been just the tipping point where I learn how to handle situations at home without you. I grew tired sometimes but I know and I learn that life won’t be smooth sailing AT ALL, and I wouldn’t want to live a life that is, it would be colourless, it would be meaningless, living a life that has nothing to fight for at all.

It’s all part and parcel of growing up, I guess.

But I will never forget the moments where my leaders were with me, be it when I just first step into church or after I’ve been in church for some time, it is them who never fails to be there. I want to grow up knowing that, I’ve a God which I can be in His presence forever and leaders whom I can be with for a lifetime.

I want to be who my God and my leaders were for me to others. I’ve known what is it like to be loved, now, I want to love others even more. It is no longer up to anyone in this race but now, it’s me who decides to make the difference or not.

It is the time for us to be mature, think and decide. I once thought I can’t change the world because I was a nobody, I once thought, the world owes me everything because it is totally unfair but now as I learn more as I grow up, I know that I can change the world because I’ve God and I was once love by people when others will choose not to care.

Let me continue growing in You and be in Your presence forever.

Make it or break it :) This is the time to define myself and know what makes me, me. A decision that I make now, will determine who I will be and who will I live for, for life.

I want to make the right decision, what about you? :)