July 2010
2 posts
What is the essence of your life?
What do you give out?:)
Out of the game, I will be better off by far :)
I’ve a big God.
On another v v v random, I’m craving for home cook food recently~ Wahaha.
May 2010
3 posts
Random thoughts at 4.20am in the morning......
Simple things in life when pieces together makes life exciting (:
Keeping the simple truth and believing the simple but aspiring dreams (:
Even though things are not perfect yet, but I believe it will get there…. (:
My God is awesome, my leaders are great = my life rocks!
Leading an exciting life!!!
Because…. God is love! (:
Oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah, hey~
Oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah, ho~
一起长大的约定
April 2010
8 posts
It’s been a long long time,
I miss eating home cooked food.
With money, you can buy a house, but not a home. With money, you can buy a clock, but not time. With money, you can buy a bed, but not sleep. With money, you can buy a book, but not knowledge. With money, you can see a doctor, but not good health. With money, you can buy a position, but not respect. With money, you can buy blood, but not life.
But with GOD, you can do ALL THINGS (:
I didn’t cling on enough to You. But God, You held me so tightly in Your embrace.
Running and flying thoughts, wavy mind! God never fails to calm it down (:
Gonna pray now and sleeep~!
“Love is an act of endless forgiveness” ♥
Sometimes being the best and the most outspoken one doesn’t mean that you’re the one that people can’t live without and you’re the greatest of the great.
It’s all about the heart, attitude and our mindset (:
Be satisfied but not contented and not complacent.
Ultimately still, seek FIRST the KINGDOM OF GOD and all things SHALL BE ADDED to you (:
It’s pass midnight.. Just some random thoughts before I go off to sleep.
Llife has been awesome and fatabulously GREAT though it’s not at all smooth sailing. God didn’t say anything about giving us a life of a bed of roses and a smooth sailing one but all that God has said is that “If He is with me, who can go against me?”
Been defeated so many times and many would...
Love.
It’s all about loving and living a life for others. Getting people’s lives turned around and changed for God.
Went out with a few friends yesterday and it hit me so strongly that it’s scary when people are not for God. Their mindset, actions and words are totally different. Maybe that’s the world, though I know I can’t change the world once and for all by...
Thank God for my grandma (:
March 2010
5 posts
When you know that no matter what you do or how much you try, it can’t be gone from you in your life, you know that it has already been imprinted in your heart and it’s already your life.
So, live it right (:
Never let your conscience betray yourself. Keep it clear, always!
Keep going!
Ahhhh!
When things spells tiredness, turn it upright and live life awesomely awesome again:)
Be Grateful
Thinking about the sermons Pst How preach on saturday and sunday. It’s been awesome!
Thankful for everything that I’ve now, my Pastors, my leaders, my church, my friends :D
I wouldn’t say life is smooth sailing but I wouldn’t define life as awesome as well. We had our up and downs circumstance but I’m glad and happy to know that I have a God who plan things out to...
When things aren’t looking good, trust His heart (:
February 2010
6 posts
I will turn things right round. The problems will never have a chance to overwhelmed me! When the obstacles seems big, I know my God is bigger!
I will love what I love, still. I’m not shaken, I’m not letting go!
“when you meet people who can change the way you think, your lifestyle, habits, treasure them because these are people who change your life.”
加油 :)
Just got to say that reunion dinner this year is gonna be awesome :) no matter what man!
Went sentosa with Cg today before coming back home to help out for reunion dinner. Had fun, drank and swallow the sea water and sand, eat, laugh and did life together :) I love my Cg, like totally man! Initial plan was to not get wet for most of us but haha B5 will always be B5, almost everyone got wet and...
Loving unconditionally and sacrificially, expecting nothing back.. But I know it’s all worth it :)
What’s love without drive and passion? What’s hardwork without doing anything?
Loving the hardworks with passion and with drive.
I guess this few days have been just the tipping point where I learn how to handle situations at home without you. I grew tired sometimes but I know and I learn that life won’t be smooth sailing AT ALL, and I wouldn’t want to live a life that is, it would be colourless, it would be meaningless, living a life that has nothing to fight for at all.
It’s all part and parcel of...
I need to be consistent.
I’m ready to chiong, God take the lead and take all over me.
Love and passion, ready to go!
January 2010
5 posts
Different. I want to be different from who I was last time, I need a breakthrough, I need to grow and get the momentum of doing hard work continuously and not burn out! God, help meeee! Here I stand, thirsting for you more and more. Take me, mould me, shape me.
On another note,
Life has been good. Remembered something that my cousin told me before very long ago when I was primary 4. It was very...
Writing a very formal letter to someone whom I never even thought that I will be doing writing to
School has been alright with lovely people like Yun, Teng, Park, Kengie, Benny, Gina and everyone :)
For in Acts it says that when we are together doing things with the same spirit, we will multiply! I see revival in Hougang Secondary. Fresh fire, fresh anointing to take us further!
Loving people and loving what may seems mundane even more :) Believing that everything will be good, people are...
SCHOOL.
Different, different, different.
Things are going haywire but I believe it will still be good!
December 2009
14 posts
Not a time to be sick! Ah, school’s starting and I still wanna go for countdown!
At my father’s place now. Urgh.
Spent a bomb on school stuff and it isn’t good AT ALL. Omgosh.
Hahahaha, spent the day with lovely people though!
Haha through good or bad times, I’ve my God with me. When my convictions and heart’s being tested, I need to turn aside to God because I...
Stayed over at Fedora’s house yesterday night and it was coolzzz.
Watch Avatar ytd and Alvin and the chipmunks again today :D
Its the time for movies now.
Uniform cost a bomb, gah! Life’s good.
School’s starting.
Should I or not? HMMM.. Haha.
FAMILY DAYZXCXZ!
First Christmas without you bringing me to see lightnings at town but I know the people I’ve went with is people who are going to bring me further in life.
Miss you? Definitely.
School’s starting soon, no school bag, no pencil case, nothing yet. Why did you not be there.. Aw.. I’m feeling so not prepared for school, my uniform… Tell me, you will prepare for me..
Shall...
You have the world, I’ve my God! You have gangs, I’ve my purpose and destiny :)
Christmas is nearing, how times flies :)
It’s gonna be one month since you are not around, away from me forever. Sometimes, i really wonder how are you elsewhere? I miss you, i really pray and hope that you are doing fine, smiling and happy for me with the things i do. I’m going to fight and win everything back to what is mine and what is rightfully yours! Misses.
Love & Passion.
Going back to where i started, back to the basics and foundations of everything. Only when the foundations are strong, then greater things can be build upon it.
Getting and strengthening myself in God in my love for things, love the hard works!
I’m gonna get out of where i’m at now and soar high then i’ve ever expected myself to be.
Learn, change,...
I NEED TO GROW! Don’t wanna be stuck among all my emotions anymore but i need to grow and breakthrough.
Come on Jiajia, GROW and FIGHT.
Shape me into what You desire. Tired of living a life for emotions and nonsense. My one desire, mould me to Your image.
GROW GROW GROW
Spend a good long day with Yun, Nora, Aron and Don. Cycled at pasir ris park, ehub, mall then Yun’s house. Can i say Yun is really awesomezzzzz :D
Yeah spend quite a long time at her house and had fun with her and just did nonsense stuff, right Yun? :) Haha oh and she bought tanktop today from cotton on and she keep insisting that i use her tanktop and clean my feet when i didn’t! The...
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All of my life, in every season, You’re still God.
I’m letting go, take control, take over me.
You’re my all in all.
Let go, let God.
Have the correct heart and do the work, God will do and provide the rest.
Gotta learn to so many things myself without you. I miss your shoutings at me, i miss seeing your number light up on my phone, whenever it rings, i really wish that it will be you calling me to go home and don’t stay out too late, none of that is going to happen anymore. Sometimes i look at people with a envy eyes, envy heart that one day everything will be back to normal. But we got to face...
Found a long lost friend after so so so long. So much things to catch up with each other, i’m excited to talk about life together :) Yay, can’t wait to see my friend’s salvation too :D Man, thank God for my cousin and wonderful friendddddd(ssssssss)! :) Awesomeeezzz ttm.
One full long week pass just like that. I thought it would give me even more breathing space but it seems like it’s suffocating me even more. So many things have been going on, good, bad, happy, fun, awesome, really anything and everything but i know above all this i’ve a BIG God who never forsakes and He only allow things to happen with His permission, speaking of that, i really love...
If it will mean something, let it not mean that.
November 2009
12 posts
Omgosh, i found the contact of my v v v v good friend previously! But we lost contact for very long and it was only until today, i found it! Yes!
Cousin will love me so much for it. & I miss my cousin too, never talk to her for a few days, feels so weird and out of place..
Another night.. Flashback of the past, the times with you are replaying every single moment.
Take me away.
I will praise You. Forever
Silent night, everyone is not around.
Don’t say bye, tell me, you will still be here when i open my eyes tomorrow morning to face the world, face reality.
Never give up, trust His heart, keep going on.
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Family.
Time to face reality.
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Wanted to go prawning with cousin and her bf initially just now but decided not to. Wanted to blog something just now but forgotten about it. Haha yeah but anyway, been staying with my cousin and doing life with her a lot recently but i’m reallyreallyreally very thankful for her!! :D
Was looking at my blogspot blogs and realise so many things have changed, good ones, bad ones, beyond hope...
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If you’re reading this and you know all this was meant to be, tell me you won’t be gone, tell me, you will do life and love me once again like how our family used to be. I’m waiting to hear this. Never once i thought it will turn out like this but i’m still hoping for the better. Still hoping & believing.. Till the end of everything. Show me that it will take a turn for...
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Never wanna let it out anymore :)